Yesterday

Yesterday was Rebekah's 2nd birthday in Heaven.
This was my Facebook post that morning:

Today my little Rebekah Joy would have been two. Not a day doesn't go by that I don't think of that little baby with the sweet swirl of brown hair.
But you know what?
Two years ago today I learned that when I couldn't breathe from smothering grief, I could call out to the Lord and I could feel HIS breath.
And when I was too weary to make another moment, I would call out and He would carry me to the next.
And I truly learned His grace is sufficient!
 I hope sweet Rebekah is having a wonderful birthday party in Heaven.
We miss you baby girl!

It was a good day. We went out to the cemetery (minus my oldest who had classes scheduled) at lunch and released balloons that we wrote messages on.  Then we spent a few moments there and said a prayer as a family.

Happy 2nd birthday, sweet Rebekah Joy. I can't wait to hold you in my arms one day!
Love, Mommy